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last night i cut up one of my shirts and made it slim-fit...i did a damn good job too...i did it to Karinas' soundtrack. kept me busy. whatever. im so tired. i think the world is going to end very soon. i think that; really. my mom wants me to get dreads now. and she wants them too...hahah. that would be kinda cool, both of us getting dreadlocks. hahah. i probaly wont though. i am in love with my Matt Bennett hair. i look like i belong in The Cure :P i think life goes by too slow and too fast.i think i'll go melt around the house. maybe lay on the ground and stare at the lights on my celing fan....hm...
Current Mood:
numb numb
Current Music:
Sonic Youth - The Diamond Sea
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i learned heelflips and kickflips in a period of 4 days. i am one happy girlscout cookie. i told myslef the day i learn those 2, i will no longer tell myself that i suck. so wooohooo. i broke my ass learning to pop shuv down my 3 stair though, but practice makes perfect. i learned them too. my best friend is mad at me :( we got in a food fight (lol) and now she wont talk to me. oh well. btw, i am stepping up agagin! and ,y parents made a hair appointment to get me dreadlocks...wihtout asking me. hm...
Current Mood:
numb numb
Current Music:
Korn - Ball Tounge
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i have nothing to say as usual so i wont. exuse me for not updating like i used to, but i really dont feel much anything lately so everyone, just let me sleep my life away.

P.S. i ruin everything; always.

Current Mood:
apathetic apathetic
Current Music:
Sigur Ros - The Nothing Song
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two dreams, one love...
Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
The Postal Service - The District Sleeps Alone Tonight
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whoa, now if anyone can put me in a state of tranquility, its Karina. today i did nothing. wait. thats a total lie. i went to work. Tino showed up, then Gabe ,tino called cody,he sowed, up and then i was invited so the team and i went to the skatepark agagin. there was weed. its was fun (not the weed) . with this new park i can surley hone my skillz. haha. i got the new Zero: New Blood special edition dvd. its gnarly. ima go sleep now. ive got alot to think about before the night is over...
Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
The Decemberists - The Engine Driver
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im up im tired. what more do you want? i think the answer is: devestation. everybody needs a little devastation! ive got some. its right here in my pocket...i like looking at it. it makes me happy. but i think soon it will jump out of my pocket and walk away, therefore inevitably wandering in the direction of a new person to devestate. my hearts for her grow ever so quickly as i think of that clouded mentality. get it sraight. ride krooked. oh you would know...you would know...
Current Mood:
lonely lonely
Current Music:
Korn - No One's There
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i went to the new Vallejo Skatepark that just poened. that was right on. the best of my abilities come out at that place. i was blasting shuvits over the pyramid and Zack Pelle was there, saw and actually clapped for me! i was like "wow." That made my day. Tino kept calling me Matt Bennet at the saktepark for some reason. Do i look like him? ha. i hope so. i want Matt Bennets hair. anyway, ive been listening to this Icelantic band that Karina showed me the other day. they're chill. YOU GET THE FINGER!!! why? CAUSE I SAID SO BITCH!..hehe i liked that comic i drew. i didnt make sense at all. just the way i like it. Oh the Chuck Norris joke? That was for you, Tegan. hahahhahahahahahaisuckatlifeahahahahahahahahahaah.
Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
Sigur Ros - Staralfur
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i wish i could write this journal entry in cursive...dosent everyone enjoy the simple things in life? i dooz. i learned that i dont like that many people. most are jackasses and i dont have that many true friends. but its all good. im ususally numb to most emotions like hate and sometimes love. so lately ive been going up to my thinking spot (your "hippie spot") and sleeping under the white orchids. its so quiet and calm up there...i love it. i definitley love it. sometimes i work on my magazines though. i get all happy inspired crazy. Im working on issue 2: Sleepy Quarantine. its about ..sleepy...quarantines...and such. anyways. i love those small, setteling feelings. i need a dreamer...i wonder if there is a girl like me out there...head in the clouds, mellow, wishing but also doing. big thoughts, little words. someone thats just randomly out there beyond all recognition. ahhh...its fun to think about, thats for sure! hahahah...i need a life besides skateboarding.

P.S. Garden State rules! anyone that hasnt seen it, go and rent it. it WILL change your life.

P.S.S. dont do stupid drugs. they suck donkey balls. haha...balls..oh youd know if you saw Garden State...whatever...
Current Mood:
numb numb
Current Music:
Garden State Soundtrack - Zero 7 - In The Waiting Line
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its in your mouth sucka
Current Mood:
relieved relieved
Current Music:
The Blood Brothers - Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck
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She met him a week after you left her
when you tossed out her touch to the garbage collector.
He talked her out of her skirt in his beer-soaked apartment
and then they did all the things
you never said that you wanted.
And the sirens are laughing underneath your skull.
And your thoughts are turning dull, callous and cold.
Yesterday you gave your burden a name.
Yesterday you gave your burden a face.

But your burden it looks a lot like her.

yeah thats how i feel. in so many ways. thats the song lyric to my life.

Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love Love.

she visits me in my sleep.

Current Mood:
crushed loveless
Current Music:
The Blood Brothers - Love Rhymes With Hideous Carwreck
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